i want to live like today i want to dance in a gay bar with the least of sexy outfits, in a blue turtleneck and grey office trousers and runners, i want to dance to carmina burana and techno, star wars an pshyco and last but certainly not least, AHA and vogue... afterwards i want to take a very very cold walk by myself home and shuffle into a smelly elevator that takes ages to go up to the tenth floor, enter smelling of cigarettes and guzzle a tall cold glass of cranberry juice. i want to sit in pink girly underwear and m turtleneck and write a message here. so i can remember. co i can tell you about it. so i can rememebr it always so i can tell you about it always.